"They" say that when the student is ready the teacher appears. Well, it seems that my "teacher" has appeared. It is exciting but also frightening. So many questions...Am I ready? Do I really want to move forward? Can I do what I know I need to do?
In my heart I know that I have work to do and it is the right thing. My "old" me wants to maintain the status quo, even though it isn't in my best interest.
What I know about old habits from the work I do now is that it's like an old shoe with a worn-down heel. We know we need to fix it or replace it, but we put up with it because we're familiar with it.
Growth means stepping out into the unfamiliar and being ok with it. Time to let go and trust. We do our best and move on. Big breath now......